That's how I feel lately, like I'm here one minute then gone the next .... anyway, shit's getting crazy inside I'm feeling the weight of who I'm not and where I am bearing down on me, insidiously I hear the calling of dead waters of nowhere's shores drawing me near (how's that for metaphor). Seriously though here's a quick highlight of what I've been up too ....

     Last month or so I moved out of the shelter into a "hole-in-the-wall" motel downtown, then this past weekend I moved form there into my friend's house with his family. Basically I'm paying rent there to have a room. It's cool but I don't think I'm gonna be ther as long as I planned ....

     I am currently in school taking four online classes at the local community college, two started three weeks ago and my other two start next week which gives me four classes this term. Next term which starts the second week of the new year will have me taking five classes, four on campus and one online. My financial aid came through, finally but I am having to pay for my books out of pocket because I have yet to receive the disbursement money. I've got enough to pay for my classes (this term and next) and might even have a lil change left over, I hope anyway ....

     I have been writing some in my composition book and I know I said I would publish that here I just haven't got around to it yet .... that pretty much it for now ....

     BIF (before I forget): I gotta give a shout out to Vampy, FRA,  and Lady.... thanks for coming 'round when no one else did. I know I haven't been around much myself lately, but I do appreciate ya'll thinking 'bout me ....