Self Esteem – The Offspring

 

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practice all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know I’m being used
That’s okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she’s playing with me
That’s okay cause I got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection’s got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her no

Chorus
When she’s saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she’s saying that I’m like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should speak up for myself
But I really think it’s better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? yeah yeah yeah

Now I’ll relate this little bit
That happens more than I’d like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score

Now I know I should say no
But that’s kind of hard when she’s ready to go
I may be dumb
But I’m not a dweeb
I’m just a sucker with no self esteem

Chorus

hey hun i noticed yourfeeling down have been lately , the song you chose said it all, i now how you feel, she's not the 1 for you its real obvious,please be safe bestrong keep being you for me for everyone else who also knows n loves you, like me,ty 4 the e-mail by the way , like i said i emailed you my cell number call me when you wanna talk or feel you need to vent , hope to hear from you soon , stay sweet stay you ,blessedbe! -v

harsh though it is it's cool cuz I'm a survivor .... thx for lookin' out for me, much 'preciated .... would holla but I got caught in a bad thunderstorm coming home from work and I got soaked. Needless to say it looks as my cell might not be worth much here soon

Sunday the 3rd of July 2005 @ 22:11:19 (1607 days, 7h, 17min ago)

hey sweety, its all good you know that i guess holla back when ever you can the rain storms stink at time's well lately mind you i like to rarely dance in the rain or just get caught in it, but anyway......well ty again 4 the e-mail now i know your ok so i can relax now , but if ya ever get a new cell , or if ya can down load aohell messenger , til then be safe be strong and stay sweet , love ya hun -v i got a new cd set gothic industrial club anthem's track6trackeminds me of yo its called come to me.. take care hun

What kind of dessert? Cookies?