yeah I know I been MIA ....

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     met a chick and got my heart broke I feel like I wanna die inside, but I could be wrong maybe it's just the way it is that makes it appear what it isn't. Then again it can be nothing more then denial's cycle, a yearning for something illusional and I'm just meant to be delusional's unhappy bastard child. Doesn't matter though I still feel like shit just a chump for not recognizing game when being played, either way I lose with nothings gained, always the same....

     I just wanna be happy, a concept that rarely works.  I should've known better to think that something as elusive as love, who I've never been friend of leaves me blind to what I will never recieve in kind. The center of my chest is empty feeling feeling's pain taken from me again now left crying onbroken knees from cupid's crippling, disabling disease ....

     that piece of me you were is starting to die, beginning's end of ends beginning. Questions unaswered of unknown commited sins never chancing to win lost and forgotten on breezes of abandonment's wind ....

hey you (hug's and smooches) how are you doing its been awhile since ive heard anything from you,hopfully your ok (of course you are) i miss talkin to you,may i have your e-maild address to add top my aohell messenger, aint heard from you kin ages m.i.a. hell yeah. ive had it real bad here on my end ,il,l e-mail you the details hugs love ya take care honey be safe blessedbe! love alway's -v

I'm sorry to hear about your heart getting broken, it's hard and definatly not easy to get over. I wish you all the best.